Hectic...

Phew... last week was really hectic.. the first week that I can really say that made life at K challenging ;) seriously yaar not joking. Had loads of work, coupled with scores of classes and to add to the topping a few quizzes, so all in all had a wonderful ass kicking week. So in the end wht??? Its more of sweet time after a hectic day we all relax so thats what I am doing now. Trying to make up my mind when to start studying for the final terms to start next week... if anybody got an idea what should be the right time please let me know :)
Take care
Urs
Manish

Life @ K...

How trivial is the title - Life @ K...

But still I found it to be the best one for this post... why so.. don't ask me but just keep on reading and find out the reason, and if you find none its not my fault ;) ... its been a long winter out there but still no sign of cold breeze out here... its pleasant and fun to be here... I am now into the end of my 5th months stay here and still I think am new here as well as this place belongs to me, its this dual feeling that keeps me going. People say life tough in a B-school but for me its just the opposite, its more of fun than being tough, why I am saying this you would come to know soon. Life @ K for me is in real sense... Movies Masti and Maggie...
In the last 4-5 months I have seen so many movies, more than that I have seen in the last couple of years... I don't study so full time its masti for me... and as usual its the staple hostlers diet - Maggie @ 3 in night... Sounds hard to believe that even in IIM you get time for timepas, even I am surprised on that aspect. My first term was a bit of acclimatising to the people, climate and myself (even you do change when you change your location ;) ). Life at that time was a bit dull and depressing for me, coz it was raining all the time and I don't like rains that much, but later on its was all this that makes you like this place. Now it all feels so much a part of me and I feel great to be a part of it...
Well, am tired of writing so much ;), so more on a later date till then have a great time and be with me...

I am also putting some pictures have a look at God's Own Kampus :)

Diwali @ K

Kampus ( more of a resort)

Trekking at Wayanad

Kampus at Dusk

Kampus - Path to success ;)

Movies, Masti and Maggie

As always I amback after a long time, but this time I intend to stay here for quite a while. Its been 4 months now in Kozhikode and still everyday I feel I am new to this place. Somehow this place cant get itself into my mind ;)
The same ol' MBA routine out here... " Movies, Masti and Maggie "
The life is a bit of strange here... lots of things to do and still you feel you have lots of time with you... hard to imagine that doing an MBA and you are not busy as such... although for the world you are very busy ;) nahi toh MBA mein jaane ka fayad kya hua....
Its 2.47 at night and I have an exam day after tomorrow.. but yaar padhne ka mann he nahi kar raha hai... lots of things to do... par saala dimag nahi chal rela hai....
I have all the books nealty stacked up... so that I can find them at one place whenever I want them ( this never happens though ) life aise he chalti hai.... kabhi khushi to kabhi exam....
par kuch bhi ho.. kabhi na badlenge hum :)

Have a great time and enjoy your life...
Cheers
Manish :)

Life Colorless...

Its been a more than 3 months of my stay in IIM K... life here is good, but still am not able to get on grasps with it... still have the feeling of being lost or left out... there are so many of things happening out here but I dont know what to do where to talk... life somtimes becomes so difficult that I am not able to breathe also... Its been a long time since I had last blogged but today to be very honest, I just wanted to pour out my frustrations and everything that was inside me and was burning me to hell... in past few months I have completely lost out myself and thats making me more and more isolated in this world... earlier life was a bit better but here I am just a lonely soul... the best part there are many people in my life and still I have no one to share my heart with.. as those who matter dont have time for me... Never knew that life could be so bad everytime I think about it.. its like that nothing could be worse than this but the more I think so.. the bigger is the surprise for me. Its like don't underestimate me I can turn from bad to ugly in jiffy...
You know I just want to pour out everything but cant do that, I dont know whats pulling me back.. but whatever it is I just dont want to be suffocated... its heart wrenching... there are so many colors of life.. but why are they far from me... well still life goes on... be it lonely or be it sad.. be it worse or be it bad.. at the end its my life... its what I have...

Searching...

"Har lamhe mein chahat hai, Har chahat mein hai khushi,
Jo mil gayi woh hai hamari, jo na mil woh thi he nahi..."

I always wonder what do I want and what do life wants from me, but whenever I sit and contemplate the issue, I am left staring at a blank wall. I dont know where to go or where I am leading myself. Its my destiny leading me or I am shaping my destiny... lots of questions remain unanswared but more questions keep coming... I dont know the answers but am desperately trying to find some... I dont know myself... I am I someone or am I None...

Lethargic...

Time is moving at its own slow pace... but I am moving more slowly than time... I dont know what has crept into me but I am unable to make sense of anything thats goin around me... It all seems too much far off from me.. as though I was never a part of it... life seems to be too busy to take notice of me.. I dont know who I am .. I dont know where I am heading.. I dont know myself... I am lost... I am alone.. I am not what I am...