My life

Just now only I had written something on my other blog. Actually for a past few days I dont know whats been happening to me.... but everything seemed to be on the wrong side. I was havin a bad time... was feeling alone and sad. There were friends but they all seemed too distant. Nothing was going right... nothin... still I dont know what I want to say and what I am sayin. The feeling of being lost is terrible and the more u run from it the more it comes to you. For past three months I was cut off from this world and really I was missing it a lot... there have been lot of things going around me... I wanted to tell someone but no one was there.... I dont know why... Why life like that... Why does it say that the more you laugh, the double you'll have to cry... why cant be it like that the more you laugh.... the more there will be smiles and happiness.... I want everything to be good.... I want to relax... to rest.... I want to be me.... I want to be myself..... I just want to........